life is crazy isint it?
the collision project was fun,
i saw Valhalla for the last time on saturday,
i got one of her amazing hugs that i missd so much
thats a good memmory,
my heart is slowly healing, i will never find anyone like her ever again, she is a Unicorn, maybe she is the one maybe not, but she was the closest thing ive ever had to a mutal relationship, instead of a TeeterTotter off balence,
love has a diffrent flavor every time,
i know, i know,
but i miss what it feels to be in love,
so very much,
every time its ended in flames, this one didnt, thankfully,
is it possable though, for it to work?
i have a theory,
every feeling about love and relationships ever has been written in an oldies song
my current song parts:
"will i see you in september, or loose you to a summer love?"
"so lock me away and dont alow the day here inside where i hide in my lonelyness, i dont care what they say i wont stay in a world without Love"
"lonely teardrops, will they never dry up?"
"i'll send my love every day in a letter, sealed with a kiss"
"im so tired, i havent slept a wink, i dont know what to do, im so tired, my mind is set on you, i wonder should i call you but i know what you would do...You'd say, im puttin you on but its no joke, its doin me harm you know i cant sleep, i cant stop my brain you know its three weeks, im goin insane, you know i'd give you everything ive got for a little peace of mind"
there are more but thats the most of them
i know that she is out there, hopeing for me too,
i dont want to date and expect it to end,
i dont want to have more than one girl at once,
(im much too weak for that)
my heart is brused,
night night,
victor the marshmellow
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